wish to be Anna

mora vam nešto priznati, bila sam previše zamorna sa svim tim mršavljenjem, skidanjem kila, pokušavanjem povraćanja... to je sve bilo previše za mene, nije da sam se skroz ufurala u to, ali sam pokušavala... i zapravo sam shvatila da od toga nema nikakve koristi, da se moram prihvatit ovakvom kakva jesam,,,, i tu sam gadno pogriješila...
mislila sam da sam se pomirila, na ništa nisam obraćala pažnju, ali nisam više ogla izdržat, jučer mi je oosoba do koje mi je jako stalo, iako to nikome ne želim priznat rekla neizravnim putem da me ima... pogodilo me to, i shvatila sam da annna zblja mora biti stil mog života da bih bila sretna...



ovo sam našla na jednoj stranici:
Ed or diet?
The most common element surrounding all Eating Disorders is the inherent presence of a low self esteem.

Having an Eating Disorder is much more than just being on a diet. An Eating Disorder is an illness that permeates all aspects of each sufferer's life, is caused by a variety of emotional factors and influences, and has profound effects on the people suffering and their loved ones.

Dieting is about losing a little bit of weight in a healthy way.

Eating Disorders are about trying to make your whole life better through food and eating (or lack of).

Dieting is about doing something healthy for yourself.
Eating Disorders are about seeking approval and acceptance from everyone through negative attention.

Dieting is about losing a bit of weight and doing it healthfully.

Eating Disorders are about how life won't be good until a bit (or a lot) of weight is lost, and there's no concern for what kind of damage you do to yourself to get there.

Dieting is about losing some weight in a healthy way so how you feel on the outside will match how good you already feel on the inside.

Eating Disorders are about being convinced that your whole self-esteem is hinged on what you weigh and how you look.

Dieting is about attempting to control your weight a bit better.

Eating Disorders are about attempting to control your life and emotions through food/lack of food -- and are a huge neon sign saying "look how out of control I really feel"

Dieting is about losing some weight.

Eating Disorders are about everything going on in life -- stress, coping, pain, anger, acceptance, validation, confusion, fear -- cleverly (or not so cleverly) hidden behind phrases like "I'm just on a diet".

Nadam se da ste se potrudile i pročitale ovo....



Dakle, ja sma odlučila postati prava anna, ne samo wannabe... znam, ne smijem još, ali 23.4. počinjem pzbiljno, pa i sada, kad ne jedem cijeli dan zato što ne stignem, ne osjećam glad i osjećam se SRETNO!


da vam kažem, cijeli idući tjedan me neće biti, pa da se ne zabrinete da sam vas napustila....